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It is not that I didn't fight to get pregnant, and once I did, to stay pregnant. I did the holistic creams on the belly, I drank the raspberry leaf tea. There wasn't an internet in those days, so whenever some well meaning person had some "advice", I was willing to take it. When I [...]

A powerful thing…

A powerful thing…

A million years ago, we crossed into a new millennium. I found myself a twenty-three year old divorcee with a trail of miscarriages, health issues and heartbreak in the jet streams behind me. Because I'd become a wife so young, and essentially achieved grown-up status as a child, in many ways it felt like I [...]

and here we are…

and here we are…

A month ago I launched a mini, limited-run series on my podcast. A month ago I prepared to celebrate turning 44. I was hosting a giveaway for movie tickets and, for the most part, one month ago it was business as usual... We knew what the news was saying, and we heard what others were [...]

p.s. four…

p.s. four…

Some days, I hate you. Some days, I wish you were something different. I cannot control you. Like the tides, you are unpredictable and change whenever you please. You are sensitive and easily irked. But other days...most days, I adore you. You are a part of me. You make me who I am. Set me [...]