Author: Mae @ Rainydayinmay

Desert native who claims the Pacific Northwest at home, while currently residing the Northeast. Lifecoach, Podcaster, PR writer, essay author, imaginary poet and every day dreamer...

Challenged to Love…

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Love and Valentines day have always been some sort of bickering couple, in my eyes… While Valentines day seems to be all about spending money, either expensive gifts or the opposite end of the spectrum with corny gifts, and lots of pressure- love should always be the opposite. 
We aren’t big Valentines day people around here… Well, that’s not entirely true. We make the usual cards and heart shaped cookies, do the heart shaped breakfast, etc. Chw and I exchange cards and he’ll buy me flowers because he always does, and I’m ok with that. Even better, he brings them to me personally- not sending them anonymously. It’s simple and easy, and I love it. We don’t go out on a date. I make Genny chocolate covered strawberries and a card, every year. Her daddy brings her flowers and a balloon. It’s pretty much perfect and I’m totally happy with it. 
BUT- I look around me and I see that February, throughout this Hallmark tradition, has been deemed the month of LOVE. And that got me to thinking about real love. Real loving kindness and generosity. i need to give more of that… 
So this year I’m going to. i am making a Valentines Pledge, and anyone who reads this will be my witness (unless you join me. Then we’ll keep each other accountable.) 
I pledge to go above and beyond the comfort of myself to express love and appreciation to my family. To honor love, however love is given, and to make extra effort to ensure that my family feels loved and accepted. 
Day One: 
Communicate one unique reason why i love each of them, and spend at least 20 minutes of uninterrupted quality time with them. 
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Here comes the sun…

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Is there anything more symbolic in our society than a sunrise? It signifies so much. I, myself, have had many a sunrise moments where life seemed to get brighter and more beautiful after a darkish hell… I wouldn’t necessarily say that my life is in a darkish sort of hell right now, because it isn’t. My life is actually really great, but that’s a different story… It’s just that, well, the sunrise this morning reminded me that- every day, it’s going to come… 
Sometimes I need the silliest reminders… 
Though I’m not going to get into it in such a public manner, Saturday brought with it some very ugly things that I had to face. I spent the majority of the weekend with a massive knot in my gut and always on the verge of feeling like I was about to be sick at my stomach. Sleep, since then, has been rough… Dreams even worse… But then the sunrise this morning reminded me of everything in my life. Everything good and beautiful, as well as everything gritty and difficult. Life is full of bad, and if we let it that can be overwhelming. Life is full of good too, of great even. It’s just a matter of which we choose to look at… 
This morning I’m looking at the sunrise… 
This week I plan to: 
1} Read a book. (no, i did not do this last week… Gen got the chicken pox and everything sort of went down hill.) 
2} have fun with Genny. Good, quality fun. 
3} get creative, with Genny. 
4} cook 3 things/recipes I’ve never made before. 
5} get (at least) 2500 words of writing on the project, done. 
6} bake bread. (yes, i did do this last week, using my LAME breadmaker and it was awful. doing it by hand this time.) 
7} map out garden plan. 
8} hand write five notes/letters. 
9} try to forgive more. 
10} have a quality date night with Chw.
How’s your week looking? 
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Ain’t too proud to beg…

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I’ve decided to take the weekend off to hang out with my poor chicken pox ridden child… 
If that plan tanks though, I will come back to read blogs… But only to read them… That’s it. No writing them. The reason is, of course, because I will be taking the weekend off… 
In the meantime though, I’ve got a completely ginormous favor to ask! It will only take a minute or so and i promise to love you forever, with undying gratitude, in return… 
At the top of my left side bar you’ll see three super cool little options: 
1.) to subscribe to my blog. 
2.) to follow me on twitter. 
3.) to like my facebook page. 
Would you mind picking one, (or two, or three) and subscribing or liking? Seriously, I’d really appreciate it! 
And, one last thing, if you are feeling extra generous, just below my ads, on the right side, is my networked blogs badge. Follow me there too? 
You guys are seriously, the best… :) 
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Moonlighting…

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I should have known… 
I mean, it’s not that I’m bitter about it or anything, because honestly I’m not. 
BUT, that being said, I should have known.
I’m a planner. It’s what I do. But the funny thing about my best laid plans is that they seldom, (if ever) go the way I plan them. Sometimes, I’m ok with that. Other times, when it’s all said and done, I’m able to look back and realize that things worked out better after all. 
I’ll admit it though, there are times when I am just one giant, pouty cry baby about the whole entire thing… 
My son Lucas went into the army. The army told him he’d be graduating from his individual training next summer, in Missouri. Awesome! One of my absolute best friends lives in Missouri. Win/Win. 
But, if we’ve learned anything about the army, we have learned that what they say and what happens are two entirely different scenarios. Once he transferred from MO, mid training, the new plan was a Florida graduation. Panic set in, about cost and the distance from here to Florida- but in all of our new found wisdom and maturity, I rolled with those punches and an awesomely fantastic new plan emerged. Road Trip! 
But, alas, once I (in my stubborn and foolishly planned ways) had the route all laid out and told friends we were headed through their area- the Army mixed it up a bit… 
Alabama. MONTHS sooner than we’d anticipated. True panic set in… How would we get there? Which of us would be lucky enough to go? Insistent that we be there, (as if we’d miss it), I set about planning our third journey. Again, connecting with friends and ironing out all of the details. Miraculously, and against all odds, a plan came together in a way that would allow the three of us to go to Alabama… 
What happened next? Well… you know. Only this time it wasn’t the Army as much as my son. He would rather have a party/reception when he came home the day after his graduation. After all, he was going to be here for almost a month. It would be awesome… Then, on his birthday, he’d be due to report to a base right next to my sisters home in Colorado. Perfect! 
I booked the venue, planned the date, and well, I am sure you can figure out what happened next… (the sum of that part of the story is far less than a month at home and no Colorado…)
Suffice it to say, it’ll all work out, nothing like I planned but I laugh and smile because Lucas will be home (for however long he’ll actually be here-) and it’s all about him, not me… 
Feeling head-achy and a bit on the miserable side, I ran around Boise yesterday finalizing everything I could for the big event, because after an insanely busy Friday, we were heading out of town for a weekend at the Winter Festival up in McCall. We’ve been trying to go, for the past three years, and to no avail something has come up every time… (Starting to notice a pattern, yet? *smile*) 
Early, early Thursday morning Gen woke us up with shouts and crying, because her tummy hurt… 
Just after a miserable breakfast, later, Thursday morning I realized that she was covered with Chicken Pox. To add to the beauty of the kink in our better laid plans- we are BOTH quarantined because my “feeling crummy” could be some how linked to a flair up of the virus in me. Yippee… 
We’re trading in beautifully carved ice art, birthday cake (niece) and family fun in the sunshine and great out doors for Caladryl lotion, oatmeal baths, and never ending redbox/Netflix watching… 
Nothing like I planned, but I’m ok with that. (or working on getting there anyway) I am pretty sure I’m not alone in my best laid plans winding up as sod for my reality… I am reassuring myself that the cow who was BFF’s with Diddle Diddle, in the nursery rhyme, had only planned to stroll through a pasture when he accidentally jumped over that illustrated moon. I’m no fool, you don’t have to tell me which option makes the better story, so I’ll go with it and continue eating my ice cream for dinner. It doesn’t matter that its night two of being the only thing I can swallow. I mean, hello!?!? It’s ICE CREAM for dinner… 
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