Last Minute Wishes…

The only person who really shops for me on Christmas is my husband, and he pretty much just gets what ever the last thing was, that I said. Being the one who shops for everyone, i’ve learned that it’s nothing personal and i’m ok. Within reason I could probably buy just about anything, if it fell into our budget, so I’m not complaining…
I’ve added a few last minute things to my list…
I LOVE this sweater… perfect for winter days at home, cups of tea in hand…

And this umbrella? LOVE IT. We all know I have a thing for umbrellas anyway, but this one is divinely fantastic! Clear, polka dots and yellow= perfect for the impending rainy spring!
And these shoes… I am a CLOG LOVER… and these are just adorable, and look super comfy!

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Feelings…

For you, a list… A list of things I feel like doing vs. DO NOT feel like doing…

For instance-

I do feel like having a luxiourous and de-stressing spa day complete with herbal tea, aromatherapy, massage and a facial.

Where as, I do NOT feel like being stuck at home, yet again, with a ten year old girl who is driving me a tad bit crazy.

I do feel like shopping, but don’t feel like dealing with the crowds.

I do feel like eating cookies, but i don’t feel like baking them. (or anything for that matter.)

I do feel like sitting down with a good movie and a bottle of wine. Unfortunately, it is early in the day and I do NOT feel like my daughter growing up with traumatic memories of her momma as a lush. Sad.

I do feel like going to the movies. Always. Come rain or shine. I am like the postal service, in that manner…

I do feel like wearing a warm and cozy sweater, but I do NOT feel like doing the laundry to get it warm and cozy.

I do feel like giving everyone their gifts because I’m so excited for them to open them. I also feel like spending my imaginary money on even more things for them… I desperately wanted to get Genny the new American Girl doll Rebecca… I am so sad it never fit in the budget. I almost bought it about 10 minutes ago, with expedited shipping, but who am i kidding… It still wouldn’t be here on time. Sad. Her birthday is in March but I want her to have her NOW… NOW I tell you…. (hello consumer madness.)

I DO love the multi holiday GAP add and want to watch it all of the time. For the sanity of my family though, I will refrain.

I do not want to deal with drama today. I DO have my sister coming to spend the afternoon. After she called in an emotional panic.

I do want to run away.

I do want a rum and coke. 10 % coke. Sad. I will, too, refrain from this for said reason mentioned above.

This HAS been an overly stressful holiday season. Possibly because my heart just isn’t in it. Plus, probably because there is a lot of dishonesty going around the adults of my family at this time, which is just lame and pathetic.

SCRATCH EVERYTHING on my Santa list, I want an all inclusive trip to somewhere tropical, warm and perfect.

Amen…

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My Life’s Certainties…

– If I wear a white shirt, especially an expensive one, I will spill something on it at dinner.

– Good books always appear when there is little time to read them.

– No matter how many channels you have, when you are really bored, there will be nothing on.

– The sun will always shine again.

– I will always have to repeat myself.

– My dog will bark incessantly, no matter what.

– A “dollop” will end up being more than an actual dollop.

– dishes will appear in the sink within minutes of having just done them.

– see last point but remove “dishes” and insert “laundry. {also remove “sink” and insert “hamper”.}

– great movies come out, all clustered together, when one lacks the funds or sitter options to see them.

– when one has both the money and the childcare- theaters everywhere are full of movies that suck. *sigh*

– the movie will suck, compared to the book.

– facebook application invites will always be waiting for you to log in.

– the library will be out of that book you feel like you’ve got to have.

– a little chocolate will make most anything, at least, a little better.

– my garage will need to be reorganized. (even once it is, it will need it again.)

– I will have to follow behind my family, putting things away in the RIGHT place, because they don’t.

– I will have built up voice mails in my inbox.

– spammers will fill my email inbox with genitile growth ads.

– Gen will have something lovely to say, which sooths my heart-

– followed by something which kicks my gut…

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Today I have…

– made homemade granola.

– made homemade granola bars.

– made homemade yogurt.

– talked to my mom, on her first day home since the extended hospitalization and therapy rehab.

– ground three pounds of nuts.

– gotten the garden ready to start.

– Gen’s language arts and writing.

– Our fractions lesson.

– finalize paint colors.

– Facebook. (Wait… does that even count under the guise of productivity?)

– cleaned the kitchen. *

– finish bagging up Gen’s clothes, to exchange. *

– Wii fit workout. *

– make fruit bars. *

– slice and freeze strawberries. *

– return phone calls and arrange a few meetings. *

– make a call about the clothing exchange. *

(* means I did it after posting this.)

But it’s already 11:30 and I still have to:

– wash and hang out the living room throws.

– clean up the living room.

– pack away Gen’s winter clothes.

– laundry.

– put together the summer toy bucket/tub.

– air up basketballs.

– make shortcakes.

For dinner:

– ham

– cheesy potatoes

– broiled lemon asparagus (Gen’s favorite)

– strawberry shortcake

Things I haven’t done:

– upload photos and recipes on the home website. (this is because our computer, not laptop, is ill.)

– print off curriculum stored on same, sick and sad computer.

– anything needing to be done on that computer. *sigh*

– get dressed. :(

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14…

Ahhh… a list of reasons why I have to mark all 600 posts in my reader as “read”…

– My daughter is being a completely unreasonable pain in the butt.
– I am getting my house ready for a party being thrown here tonight.
– I have horrible allergies and my head is killing me.
– If I take more than 3 min. to sit at the computer (yes I can post this in less…) than I can’t justify doing anything other than rectifying my overly neglected bank statement.
– My sister is in, yet another, emotional crisis and she kept me on the phone for nearly 3 hours…
– My office is a completely unorganized mess (I hate the unorganized part most of all!) and if i spend more than a few minutes in here, I will be FORCED to clean it, and I don’t have time for that. (Party.house.tonight.remember?)
– I still have an hour ahead of me where I have to cry and be a girl and say to myself “what am I going to wear? This outfit, no this outfit???”
– There is food to prepare.
– I am out of time with this post now so how in the world could I read any? (I am sorry… If you are one of my favorites, I will catch up— I promise!)